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Teenage Years
Smoke rose from my chest
My heart's such a mess
And I'm falling again
When I should shut my eyes
You've been up the whole night
Darkness meets your days end
But why I gotta wait so long, baby
When you gonna come along, darlin'
Why I gotta wait so long
Won't you tell me when you wake up
When you wake up, when you wake up
Sulking in my fears
From my lost teenage years
Your name bleeds from my pen
And after all my time
You'd think I'd get it right
Choked up just to hold your hand
But why I gotta wait so long, baby
When you gonna come along, darlin'
Why I gotta wait so long
Won't you tell me when you wake up
When you wake up, when you wake up
Stay up a little longer
Just one more minute with me
Why I gotta wait so long, baby
When you gonna come along, darlin'
Why I gotta wait so long
Won't you tell me when you wake up
When you wake up, when you wake up
Villainy
Hey, what you know I guess I'm not ok
I find it hard only to stay awake
Mama almost lost her mind today
But me, out of everyone I'm not the same
I keep it in, but it's all on my face
I'm my only disgrace
I can't count the days since I've been sane
What am I, what am I gonna do
What if I, what if I lost it for good
Stranger things, these stranger things happening to me
Deceived by the villain inside of me
Every level of my existence analysed with much persistence
Threw in the towel, the demon smiled and said it's over now
Every word engraved in my skin
Is it really the end?
I can't count the days since I've been insane
What am I, what am I gonna do
What if I, what if I lost it for good
Stranger things, these stranger things happening to me
What am I, what am I gonna do
What if I, what if I lost it for good
Stranger things, these stranger things happening to me
Gold Digger
I swore I'd find gold in every rhyme
But everybody always watchin' me
Every move and every melody
I was afraid to look in my own eyes
I couldn't hold on any longer
I thought I was stronger, stronger
Woah, I couldn't h0ld on anymore
Woah, I couldn't hold on anymore
But there I was in my glass case
Every face had that glare down to a science
Tryin' just to please
Every part of me is screamin', dreamin'
Is there a better life for me?
And I couldn't help but notice
Is the end really upon us?
Every eyeball went straight through me
But it all went like a haze
And I woke up from my daze
Every face was surely me
Woah, I couldn't h0ld on anymore
Woah, I couldn't hold on anymore
Everybody, everybody lookin' at me
Lookin' at me, lookin', lookin' at me
Woah, I couldn't h0ld on anymore
Woah, I couldn't hold on anymore
Dark Clouds & Melodies
If I wake up can you sing me to sleep
Through the dark clouds and melodies is where I'd like to be
Where it's mine
Where it's mine
High above the sky
We're flyin'
High above the world
Let's take this moment in
I can't begin to show you what it's like
We're flyin'
We're flyin'
When the moon leaves his parting to me
We're left with realities of where we'd always be
Where it's mine
Where it's mine
High above the sky
We're flyin'
High above the world
Let's take this moment in
I can't begin to show you what it's like
We're flyin'
We're flyin'
All I want to be
Completely happy
Take over the world
Just you and me
Oh yeah, I'm happy
How can it be
How can it be, it's you and me
High above the skey
We're flyin'
High above the world
Let's take this moment in
I can't begin to show you what it's like
We're flyin'
We're flyin'
Traces
I think I'm lost in my mind
Where traces reside
Lost in my melody and all I see
A new rhythm to my new heart
But I got a little too close
Oh, my love
These thoughts just aren't enought
But you're just enough
Let's go back through time
Memories won't keep me alive
And all I need is one night
Let's go back tonight
Place me in front lines
Heart's win if tonight
Pulse of my galaxy, I'm waiting
'Cause I'm a warrior
For love, for fate
I raised the stakes
I cannot wait, time is to blame
It's not too late, it's not too late
Let's go back through time
Memories won't keep me alive
And all I need is one night
Let's go back tonight
I think I'm going just a little bit
I think I'm going just a little bit, little bit
I think I'm going just a little bit crazy
My head is filled with star, stardust
I got this colossal headache baby
It's the lack of your warm soft touch
Let's go back through time
Memories won't keep me alive
And all I need is one night
Let's go back tonight
Kamikaze
Spent a little too much in my head
I had a pulse, but surely dead
I didn't know if I would make it, make it
But take in the moment
Just for a minute
Crashin' and burnin'
Is it my turn?, is it my turn yet?
I couldn't cope with anything
My tired brain just couldn't think
I just tried so hard to take it, fake it
But take in the moment
Just for a minute
Crashin' and burnin'
Is it my turn?, is it my turn yet?
I should believe in myself
I should believe in no one else
I should believe it
I should believe it
But take in the moment
Just for a minute
Crashin' and burnin'
Is it my turn?, is it my turn yet?
Something's Gotta Give
Runnin' all around hear the sound of my fate again
Don't know if I'll make it
Stuck in the ground, feel my heart givin' out uh oh
No option to fake it
And I don't know if I'll ever sing again
I never thought of givin' in
Their voices in my head
I can't bear to just let 'em down
Something's gotta give
When I'm alone I wonder where it all went
I've searched my soul, but I can't seem to find it
Something's gotta give
Fighting for my life, broken down, I'm defeated
But my youth pulls me in
Remember how the waves gave you life? Gave it meaning?
Trust it isn't leavin'
But I've lost too much sleep lookin' for my dreams
I couldn't even face myself
The sting of my heart movin' on
What a waste to live
Something's gotta give
When I'm alone I wonder where it all went
I've searched my soul, but I can't seem to find it
Something's gotta give
Eve
The other side of the world isn't so far
And I felt the tug on the strings of my heart
To be the warmth of the echoes of the walls
And silence the thoughts that make you feel so small
Shut your mouth, don't know what you're talkin' bout
Shake it off, shake it off
Can't turn the hands, what's done is done
Stop taking time to be someone you're not
Fear and darkness clouds your every day
Well, pick up, get up, what more can I say
Shut your mouth, don't know what you're talkin' bout
Shake it off, shake it off
Be the change in a bad situation
Make a toast and kiss the sky
I'll be there if you need me
You don't ever have to wonder why
Here's to me, cheers to me
Here's to you, cheers to you
Shake it off, shake it off
Shadow
In the middle of the room we continue to spin our heads with such vulgarity but no truth
What's it take for you to listen to me
What's it take for you to
In your head you make it seem like a real thing
It only matters if you're constantly smiling
I don't know what it take for you to see
I don't know what to do
And now I'm stuck in your shadow
No, yes this song is still about you
And even though if I'm tryin' my best
You still manage to push it through my head
I never learned from example
I used to fight within myself, but you had no clue
Afraid of what you'd think always about me
Afraid of what it could do
And through your eyes it could be this or could be that thing
And maybe I'm so tired of constantly trying
And all along I wondered if you could see me
I just wanted you to
And now I'm stuck in your shadow
No, yes this song is still about you
And even though if I'm tryin' my best
You still manage to push it through my head
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