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Teenage Years

Smoke rose from my chest
My heart's such a mess
And I'm falling again

When I should shut my eyes
You've been up the whole night
Darkness meets your days end

But why I gotta wait so long, baby
When you gonna come along, darlin'
Why I gotta wait so long

Won't you tell me when you wake up

When you wake up, when you wake up

 

Sulking in my fears
From my lost teenage years
Your name bleeds from my pen
And after all my time
You'd think I'd get it right
Choked up just to hold your hand

 

But why I gotta wait so long, baby
When you gonna come along, darlin'
Why I gotta wait so long

Won't you tell me when you wake up

When you wake up, when you wake up

Stay up a little longer
Just one more minute with me

 

Why I gotta wait so long, baby
When you gonna come along, darlin'
Why I gotta wait so long

Won't you tell me when you wake up

When you wake up, when you wake up

Villainy

Hey, what you know I guess I'm not ok
I find it hard only to stay awake
Mama almost lost her mind today

But me, out of everyone I'm not the same

I keep it in, but it's all on my face
I'm my only disgrace

I can't count the days since I've been sane
 

What am I, what am I gonna do
What if I, what if I lost it for good

Stranger things, these stranger things happening to me

 

Deceived by the villain inside of me

Every level of my existence analysed with much persistence 

Threw in the towel, the demon smiled and said it's over now

Every word engraved in my skin

Is it really the end? 

I can't count the days since I've been insane

 

What am I, what am I gonna do
What if I, what if I lost it for good

Stranger things, these stranger things happening to me

What am I, what am I gonna do
What if I, what if I lost it for good

Stranger things, these stranger things happening to me

Gold Digger

I swore I'd find gold in every rhyme 
But everybody always watchin' me
Every move and every melody
I was afraid to look in my own eyes
I couldn't hold on any longer
I thought I was stronger, stronger

Woah, I couldn't h0ld on anymore
Woah, I couldn't hold on anymore

But there I was in my glass case
Every face had that glare down to a science
Tryin' just to please
Every part of me is screamin', dreamin'

Is there a better life for me?
And I couldn't help but notice
Is the end really upon us?

Every eyeball went straight through me
But it all went like a haze

And I woke up from my daze
Every face was surely me

 

Woah, I couldn't h0ld on anymore

Woah, I couldn't hold on anymore

 

Everybody, everybody lookin' at me
Lookin' at me, lookin', lookin' at me

 

Woah, I couldn't h0ld on anymore

Woah, I couldn't hold on anymore
 

Dark Clouds & Melodies

If I wake up can you sing me to sleep

Through the dark clouds and melodies is where I'd like to be
Where it's mine

Where it's mine

High above the sky

We're flyin'

High above the world

Let's take this moment in 
I can't begin to show you what it's like

We're flyin'

We're flyin'

When the moon leaves his parting to me

We're left with realities of where we'd always be

Where it's mine

Where it's mine

High above the sky

We're flyin'

High above the world

Let's take this moment in 
I can't begin to show you what it's like

We're flyin'

We're flyin'

All I want to be

Completely happy

Take over the world

Just you and me

Oh yeah, I'm happy

How can it be

How can it be, it's you and me

High above the skey

We're flyin'

High above the world

Let's take this moment in 
I can't begin to show you what it's like

We're flyin'

We're flyin'

 

Traces

I think I'm lost in my mind
Where traces reside
Lost in my melody and all I see
A new rhythm to my new heart
But I got a little too close
Oh, my love
These thoughts just aren't enought
But you're just enough

Let's go back through time
Memories won't keep me alive

And all I need is one night
Let's go back tonight

Place me in front lines
Heart's win if tonight
Pulse of my galaxy, I'm waiting

'Cause I'm a warrior
For love, for fate
I raised the stakes
I cannot wait, time is to blame
It's not too late, it's not too late

 

Let's go back through time
Memories won't keep me alive

And all I need is one night
Let's go back tonight

 

I think I'm going just a little bit
I think I'm going just a little bit, little bit
I think I'm going just a little bit crazy
My head is filled with star, stardust
I got this colossal headache baby
It's the lack of your warm soft touch


 

Let's go back through time
Memories won't keep me alive

And all I need is one night
Let's go back tonight

Kamikaze

Spent a little too much in my head
I had a pulse, but surely dead
I didn't know if I would make it, make it

But take in the moment
Just for a minute
Crashin' and burnin'

Is it my turn?, is it my turn yet?

I couldn't cope with anything
My tired brain just couldn't think
I just tried so hard to take it, fake it

But take in the moment
Just for a minute
Crashin' and burnin'

Is it my turn?, is it my turn yet?

I should believe in myself
I should believe in no one else
I should believe it
I should believe it

 

But take in the moment
Just for a minute
Crashin' and burnin'

Is it my turn?, is it my turn yet?

Something's Gotta Give

Runnin' all around hear the sound of my fate again
Don't know if I'll make it

Stuck in the ground, feel my heart givin' out uh oh

No option to fake it

And I don't know if I'll ever sing again
I never thought of givin' in

Their voices in my head

I can't bear to just let 'em down

Something's gotta give

When I'm alone I wonder where it all went

I've searched my soul, but I can't seem to find it

Something's gotta give

Fighting for my life, broken down, I'm defeated

But my youth pulls me in

Remember how the waves gave you life? Gave it meaning?

Trust it isn't leavin'

But I've lost too much sleep lookin' for my dreams
I couldn't even face myself

The sting of my heart movin' on 

What a waste to live

Something's gotta give

When I'm alone I wonder where it all went

I've searched my soul, but I can't seem to find it

Something's gotta give

 

Eve

The other side of the world isn't so far

And I felt the tug on the strings of my heart

To be the warmth of the echoes of the walls 

And silence the thoughts that make you feel so small

Shut your mouth, don't know what you're talkin' bout

Shake it off, shake it off

Can't turn the hands, what's done is done

Stop taking time to be someone you're not

Fear and darkness clouds your every day

Well, pick up, get up, what more can I say

Shut your mouth, don't know what you're talkin' bout
Shake it off, shake it off

Be the change in a bad situation

Make a toast and kiss the sky

I'll be there if you need me 

You don't ever have to wonder why

Here's to me, cheers to me

Here's to you, cheers to you

Shake it off, shake it off

 

Shadow

In the middle of the room we continue to spin our heads with such vulgarity but no truth

What's it take for you to listen to me

What's it take for you to

In your head you make it seem like a real thing
It only matters if you're constantly smiling

I don't know what it take for you to see

I don't know what to do 

And now I'm stuck in your shadow

No, yes this song is still about you

And even though if I'm tryin' my best

You still manage to push it through my head

I never learned from example
I used to fight within myself, but you had no clue

Afraid of what you'd think always about me

Afraid of what it could do 

And through your eyes it could be this or could be that thing

And maybe I'm so tired of constantly trying

And all along I wondered if you could see me
I just wanted you to

And now I'm stuck in your shadow

No, yes this song is still about you

And even though if I'm tryin' my best

You still manage to push it through my head